We're best friends of course he doesn't like me. I thought it'd just go away but instead I kissed him when he was injured and he couldn't even stop me. Now he just looks at me like I really hurt him and I don't know how to fix it.
He literally just started talking to me again Stan. I don't even know what to say yet. 'Sorry I ambushed you please don't hate me any more I promise I'll get over it soon'?
I just need to figure out how to explain in a way that makes things better but every time I try I think I'm going to barf. No, we haven't talked about it.
I'm going to, I promise. I just don't know what to say yet.
( and now he's just going to backtrack a bit, because Eddie's only really realised the entirety of what he's confessed here. it's a good thing richie's the nervous vomiter and not eddie, because that's...that a lot. )
Would it be okay though? If I liked him? Or just like.
That is not how you get it. You get it by having sex without protection with someone who has it or like sharing drug needles. Do you do either of those things?
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Date: 2020-07-18 04:38 am (UTC)Okay. What's the problem...?
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Date: 2020-07-18 04:41 am (UTC)Um. The part where I kissed him?
I didn't mean to, it just. Happened. And now everything is awful.
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Date: 2020-07-18 04:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-18 04:59 am (UTC)Now he just looks at me like I really hurt him and I don't know how to fix it.
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:03 am (UTC)Eddie, seriously... You two are like the dumbest idiots I have ever met.
Have you guys actually talked about it?
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:13 am (UTC)I just need to figure out how to explain in a way that makes things better but every time I try I think I'm going to barf. No, we haven't talked about it.
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-18 05:27 am (UTC)You didn't see his face, he basically looked horrified. It was the worst.
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:31 am (UTC)You know what you need to talk to him about it and why you did it.
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:44 am (UTC)( and now he's just going to backtrack a bit, because Eddie's only really realised the entirety of what he's confessed here. it's a good thing richie's the nervous vomiter and not eddie, because that's...that a lot. )
Would it be okay though? If I liked him? Or just like.
Not girls at all?
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:46 am (UTC)I already know you like guys. And if it wasn’t okay you know i would have already said something.
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:51 am (UTC)( considering there's a grand total of two people that know he thinks it's unlikely. however... )
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:54 am (UTC)[ Pretty much verbatim his words to richie. ]
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:55 am (UTC)So...everyone knows?
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Date: 2020-07-18 05:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-18 06:04 am (UTC)( repression. )
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-18 06:12 am (UTC)People were nice about it here though. To Richie, I mean. That's kind of cool.
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:17 am (UTC)It doesn't stay like it was back home. That's why. Guys can even get married.
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:19 am (UTC)Bullshit. It's so illegal, where are they going to find a priest that'll do that?
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:21 am (UTC)Well... priests aren't the only people that can marry people for one. For two, it gets made legal.
[ Stan reads a lot. ]
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:26 am (UTC)That's um. That's really cool. In our future? Or one of these cool one with superheroes or whatever.
SORRY STAN IS RUDE WITH THE TRUTH BOMB
Date: 2020-07-18 06:40 am (UTC)DIDN'T THINK SO, EDDIE.
Our future.
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:45 am (UTC)Well okay that's not what I heard but maybe I need to look into it more, I don't know. People say all sorts of shit, Stanley.
That sounds so crazy. You know what Derry's like. Gay people are just going to be able to get married there one day?
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Date: 2020-07-18 06:49 am (UTC)Yeah. Anywhere most places in the world.
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